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Thank you to all who participated in my Orbit Survey. You guys kick ass! It helped a lot considering no one else in my group did anything this week, lol.
I hope everyone stayed safe during the storm. Other than those who were flooded in different parts of Florida, this storm seemed like a huge
"Oh my God, we're all gonna die, go out and buy as much food and water and supplies as you can just in case you are stranded for weeks"
deal. It took like what, a couple of hours to pass. I feel horrible for those who got flooded, but that really was the worst of it. I am happy that our area did not get hit bad.
Now, I am sorry to bother you with a few requests:
1. Katherine, my e-mail is forgottonrose@aol.com, but I need your address!
2. Raye, I need your e-mail and also, when exactly is your birthday?
(Evil-planning-something giggle)
3. Also, Sara M., Oh my God! Can I tell you how much I love you? You rock!
Okay, I hope all of you have had a good past couple of days, and will continue to have a good time due to No School.
All Douglas Drama kids are dying for the cast to be posted for Rumours and Alice in Wonderland...wish us all luck, cause Herzie has already casted it. She just hasn't had "time" to post it. ::dies:: Haha.
Once again, you guys rock!
Peace and Love,
~ Michelle ~
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[25 Aug 2005|04:17pm] |
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Hey everyone,
I am doing a survey for AP Psychology, and I was wondering if any of you could answer a few question...
1. What grade are you in?
2. Do you chew Orbit gum?
3. If so, how many pieces do you think you usually chew in one day?
4. Also, How long do you usually chew one piece?
Thanks guys, it would be a great help.
Stay safe and warm during the storm,
Peace and Love
~ Michelle ~
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| May angels lead you in...again and forever... |
[16 Aug 2005|05:19pm] |
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I am horribly sad to say that tragedy has returned again. Shane, the boy who played the lead in Bang, Bang You're Dead before Joe did, the boy who switched out of Comp. Theatre halfway through the year last year...he died. Drunk driving.
Another moment of silence...
Please, everyone, just appreciate life, as cliche as that sounds. No one would have expected either of these boys to die, but they did. Just love as much as you can.
Peace and Love,
~ Michelle ~
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| May angels lead you in... |
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A song for a heart so big, that God wouldn't let it live.
May Angels lead you in...
I must pay my dues to the dead.
My friend Brian Freiberg (sorry if I get the last name wrong) has all of my sympathy tonight. His brother commited suicide a couple of days ago.
Some of you might know Brian. So I thought you should know about this.
A moment of silence.
Goodnight all. Remember, there's always someone...
Peace and love,
~ Michelle ~
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| You would not have it any other way... |
[12 Jul 2005|10:31pm] |
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Halo Sweeties!
Guess what?
Michelle has a job at Attitudes! Cool, huh?
Yep. That was my exciting moment of the day. Got to work there today, too.
I s'ppose I will visit camp tomorrow to get the Chicago tape, speak to Cynthia, and wish all my loves good luck with the Anything Goes casting.
By the way...Good Luck to all in Anything Goes! Haha. I hope you all get what you want and deserve. I will definitly see it and love it of course!
Attempting AP English homework has proven to be more difficult than I thought.
Who knew directions could be so confusing...
Well, I hope everyone is having a great summer!
Talk to me sometime. Vent, bitch, whine, gush, cry, or obssess to me...whatever you'd like, I'm glad to listen.
Peace and Love,
~ Michelle ~
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| He loves me so... |
[05 Jul 2005|05:53pm] |
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Hey Sugars,
Just wanted to know the dates for Les Miserables. I am so excited to see it. I am kinda glad I am not in it ONLY for the reason that I am so ridiculously busy. Otherwise, I would kill to do it again. I am so proud of those who are in it again.
Hope everyone is having a great week!
I must work on my technology course.
::In a Butch voice:: That's the way I like MY entries...short but sweet... ( haha, Mama is butch, sorry Monica...but Jim is evil)
Peace and Love,
Michelle
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| Excuse me?...Attention Please...::cough:: |
[26 Jun 2005|07:22pm] |
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Okay...I am having serious issues with a few people right about now.
Let me just make this clear: Say shit about me, wonderful. Don't care. I will most likely solve the problem and it's all good. But do not ever EVER say shit about my friends, and think you'll get away with it.
One thing I pride myself on is supporting and protecting my friends.
I am not too happy with things that are being said about Danielle. I understand COMPLETELY that everyone has a right to their opinions, but do not be nice to someone and then trash them in front of their friends.
People think that Danielle is annoying, I understand. But you do not know her unless you spend time with her and actually get to know her.
I ABSOLUTELY GUARUNTEE that if you think she is annoying...so are YOU!
So is everyone...so get over it!!!
I talk shit almost more than anyone, but it is usually when someone does something DIRECTLY bad to ME...not just to fuck with people.
There is one person out there who does this the most, and it is quite ironic that they are that one someone that everyone talks about in return.
Classic saying: Karma! What goes around, comes around. What you do to others comes back to you TIMES THREE.
I've learned my lesson with that... I only wish that person learns theirs.
Thank you, and if anyone has any problems, I will be glad to solve them.
Peace and Love,
Michelle
P.S. I apologize for being blunt, but if someone said bad things about your best friend, I would hope you would defend them too.
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| Is this more than you can take? |
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Holy Shit!!! I just killed a Possum!
Oh my Goddess!
It ran in front of my car, and it was dark out so I didn't see it until it was right in front of me and I didn't have time to slow down but I tried, but my car screeched and I still hit the back of it Oh My Goddess!!!!!!!
I looked back and I saw that I had squished it's stomach all the way to it's back legs flat into the ground, yet it was still standing on it's front two legs in the front.
I was too embarassed and upset to stop, so the people behind me stopped and checked it.
I hope it died so it didn't suffer through the terrible aweful thing I did.
I called Artimus hysterical because I kept feeling the way I did when I hit it and it felt like I was going over a speed bump on my right tires.
AAAAAAHHHHHH!!!!!! I can still feel like I'm hitting it!
Fuck! I feel so dirty and horrible. This goes against everything I believe. I would never EVER kill an animal intentionally. I am so upset about this. I hate how I couldn't have prevented this.
I've decided I am going to plant a bush of flowers in my backyard for the possum. Take a life, give a life, right?
It is not going to save the little animal, but at least I feel bad about it...::tear::
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| I can't stand the people that I'm starting to need... |
[25 Apr 2005|05:05pm] |
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Today is my adoption day! Goody!
My mom got me a unicorn lollipop as well as the new Rob Thomas CD.
So Happy.
Banquet is coming up, so expect a surprise from the notorious couple, Artimus and I...
I have quite a lot of homework to do in order to fix my grades, which were smashed because of States...woohoo...
Peace and Love,
(and many sinful kisses),
Michelle
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| We're the children of the night... |
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Hello all. I need help. Can someone please explain SIMPLY how to do an lj cut. It would be most appreciated! Thanks all.
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| Thinking can sometimes prove to be a dangerous thing... |
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How is everyone? I hope you all are well. My hopeful wishes go out to Sam Ivler as she sits in the hospital these days. I am truely sorry, honey. I know how you feel. I was just there. I hope everyone had a wonderful night. Just wanted to say that. Woohoo. Liscence count down is now 8 days. Then I will be free. God, I need to escape so badly. Then it's only 2 years until college. Damn, time goes by so slowly. Lol. It's not that I hate my family or my home. It's far from that. I just hate the feeling of being held back and I absolutely hate Florida. But I hope everyone is having a good week. Let me know how you all are. You know, just so I know everyone is alive, hehe. Love you all, Michelle.
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Children Of Bodom's
Kissing the Shadows
High above your shadow smiles at me.
Way down below I hear you serenely breathe.
I`m running after you throughout
the valleys of tormented souls,
don`t you be afraid of me only kissing your shadows...
You`re so far away, I can smell your scent,
when it carries your shadow,
and if you truly want I`ll cross the line I`ll follow.
I`m dreaming my way out from down below.
To get wherever your haunting from, I`ll go...
I`m kissing the shadows you surround me with,
to feel my pain vanishing away from me.
Your touching the shadows I`m surrounding you with,
so together in peace we shall be.
I`m running after you throughout
the valleys of tormented souls,
don`t you be afraid of me only kissing your shadows...
You`re so far away, I can smell your scent,
when it carries your shadow,
and if you truly want I`ll cross the line I`ll follow.
I like this song...it's a little dark but that's how their music is. It is considered Black Metal. Yes, I do listen to a little black metal. This along with Blind Guardian and Demons and Wizards. It's beautiful music, truthfully. I havent posted in a while. i just got out of the hospital due to a kidney infection but i assume most of you know that already. School starts tomorrow and alot of peopl I know aren't very happy. I don't mind mostly cause my birthday is coming up on the 18th and I will be turning 16! Yay! Soon I will have my licence. I am rather bored so I am going to work on my book thingy. I hope everyone had a wonderful winter break.
~Fare Thee Well~
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| Realized Lies and Drunken Screams... |
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I would like to thank those who have responded...I understand Greg, and I am glad you care. Mikie, I do know that you have tried to help and I appreciate it. I've always known that you two, Kole and Hollis, have always been there for me cause you guys are amazing. Now to get down to the dirty stuff. Morgan, I am very, very, very angry with you. There are actually many reasons why. First of all, you never called after my procedure to see how I was. I thought you would be one of the first considering you wanted to do the same procedure. Also, I am sick of you complaining about stupid shit and me trying to help, and you never ask if I am okay, let alone EVER call me. I am not a one-way friend. I don't appreciate being used for your own consolance. Also, don't tell me that you thought I was a good Nessa during Rocky and then pick Monica for your show. Just because you are trying to keep her as a good friend and you give her the part to make her happy, does not mean that was the right thing to do. If you didn't htink I was a good Nessa don't say so. Don't lie to me. Also, you put me in your ensemble. The next thing I know, you have a cast read through without me. You never told me. So not only did you not give me a part, you did not even tell me when I was supposed to be there. Fuck you. I am sick of you always forgetting about me. I thought you were my friend. Oh, and the fact that you are so upset about Shultz's grandma is disgusting. "Things like thins shouldn't happen to such a good person" Fuck you. First, it's not even your grandma, second, my grandpa died last week also, third, you didn't care half as much about my grandpa dying as you do his. Don't you think it is unfair that mine died too? Don't you think that I am a good person and shouldn't have to go through this pain? I guess not. I guess I have been pushed so far down on your "important friends list" that even Andrew is more important to you than I am. I will not wait around for you until you realize you finally need me. Right now, I hate you. You have disrespected me as a friend. Therefore, I hope you enjoy the shit that you have done. Goodbye.
Sorry to all of you that had to waste their time reading my exclusive message to Morgan. I hope you all are safe and lucky during and after the hurricane. <3
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| Hello to the emptiness around me... |
[23 Sep 2004|11:21pm] |
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How is it that no one ever calls me anymore? How come my lj name is never on one of your quiz things that you all post? Why is it that no one ever asks if I am okay, or if I am even alive. Well I am sorry if you are too busy to include me in your obssessive drama, inside-joke, talk-behind-everyone's-back, character possessive, melodramatic, center-of-attention, petty, bullshit lives. Well, fuck you all. My grandpa died and you didn't care half as much as you care about andrew's grandma, Morgan. I thought I was more of a friend to you. Also, I KNOW that you guys have hung out lately but hey, did I get an invite? Thanks. I swear one of these days you will be tossed aside by the friends you thought cared, you will look at me for a friend, and I will not only laugh, but slap you in the face to show you that you are only getting the karma that you deserve. I hate you all sometimes. I thought you were good people but I guess I was wrong. Out of all the people that are on my friends list the only ones that this does not refer to is Hollis, Kole, Jakie, or Nicole. The rest, fuck you. Yeah you. And I am sorry if you stoped talking to me cause I was getting too depressing for you. Next time I promise I will cut just a little deeper, and bleed a little more, just so I won't burden you anymore. Fuck you all. I gave you the chance to help me. I even asked for the help. But what do you all do? Ignore me. That's sick. You all are such bad, bad people if you leave your friend in a time like this. And if you think I am overreacting? Just ask my dead grandpa, the new scars, the death poems, the house full of yelling to know that all of my pain is justified. And not one friend was willing to help me get through this. Fuck You All.
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I am nothing.
You are wind, and devil, and god.
Charlie.
Take my blood and my body for your love.
Let feel fire, let me drink poison, tell me to tear my heart in two.
If that's what you want me to do.
I have done nothing for your love, Charlie darling.
I am unworthy of your love.
I am feeling very low on myself right now, I think my mind and heart deserve a beating...
I will now state my apologies to all I have wronged:
Mike: sorry for screwing up your life, I guess i am now getting what i deserved a looooong time ago.
Raye: you deserve him. you two were meant to be happy together. You two also should have happened sooner...so I am sorry for getting in the way and wasting time with my relationship with him.
Morgan: youre very lucky. People didnt like you but somehow you ended up getting them to like you anyways...i wish i had your talend.
Sam flemke: sorry for not being cool enough so that you would stay friends with me. I really wish i was still a good friend of yours...
Orlando: I am sorry i am not your favorite person. face it, we both have a problem with hurting people we care about unintentionally...i guess we had already hurt each other before all this began...
Roxanna: you were always the one people loved...i envy your happy attitude.
Ashley: i am sorry i could not give my hair to you...
I think that is all for now, there is no more room for new bruises any longer...maybe another day...
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| You knew the crumbled up promises in this broken down bed... |
[09 Aug 2004|06:47pm] |
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Okay everyone...brace yourself...this is a happy entry. Finally!!! Haha. I am happy depsite the evil day at camp. I talked to Artimus and he said he had a happy day. That makes me happy. *giggle* Well, I decided that I should chill out more. Maybe work on my musical. I am happily listening to Johnny Lang. That lovely, lovely boy is soooo talented. Sorry this entry is so short but I have work I must attend to. Have a happy night everyone...
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I'm really trying hard not to have another emotional breakdown. I feel like some people just don't care enough to understand. So please, let me make it dreadfully clear... I would really love it if we could all just drop the little "party" thing. PLEASE no more talking about it...good or bad. It is over, I don't want any more problems with it. I am sorry if it upset anyone. I am really sorry. But I thought I could trust certain people. I talked to certain ones and everything is clear. So for everyone's sake, let's just drop it. Oh, and pass the word that we are not to talk about it anymore...thank you.
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| Burning hands strangling a frozen heart... |
[06 Aug 2004|05:44pm] |
Broken silence
Shattered glass
Nothing in the future
Holding on to the past
Nowhere to go
Nowhere to turn
The noise fills my ears
All my wasted tears
No one cares
Why should they
The world is full of pain
Everyone trying to deal
Trying not to feel
The cool glass feels so right on my leg
The crimson stains the floor
I collapse against the door
I can’t take it anymore
I know this isn't right
Come heal my soul
Make me whole
I feel nothing
So empty inside
Are you even on my side?
This pain I cannot hide.
This is a poem I found. I changed it a little to fit me more. I like it. I wish that my friends and "aquaintances" weren't so stupid. But it is okay. They will all feel the burn sometime. Some deserve it more than others. I will leave it at that. Everyone has someone that they wish would die. You know who they are...just enjoy your evil thoughts and let your own demonic imagination fly...that's all I have to say.
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